Tuesday, October 26, 2010

“So tell me now...And I won’t ask again…Will you still love me tomorrow?”


The answer is Yes. I used to hate that song because my ex would never love me the next day. The split second I was out of his sight he was looking for someone else, maybe more glamorous or just a better time. My CJ tho has brought the music back to me & will love me tomorrow... All those songs I would quickly turn off the radio or take off my ipod are now back & I sit there listening going, “Oh. That’s what they are talking about.” Yeah, it all makes sense now.

“…usually when things has gone this far people tend to disappear…”

Well not this time. Today was Cj & I’s  5 month anniversary. 5 months!!! I can’t remember when I’ve had such a successful relationship. Of course there are the ups & downs & healthy lil spats but nobody is perfect.  I...The fact that I got to that Muse concert with him & have him put his arm around me & kiss me was more beautiful than any light show.  He’s everything that I’ve been missing

Going to the concerts, laying in bed twisting & turning until we get into the comfiest snuggle taggle, making our own lil pizzas, telling our secrets, holding hands, forehead kisses (I love these), letting me hug him til I’m ready to let go, apple picking just because I wanted to, couple Halloween costumes, him doing his homework & me writing my book, pushing my hair behind my ear, geocaching, & then those few moments where I’m just laying on his chest & he’s playing with my hair….I love him. He’s the first guy that made me see that those quotes about love are sometimes true. I hope he never disappears.

CJ & me at the Apple Orchard!
I just love this photo!
It’s funny tho. He’ll turn to me randomly & say, “Melanie I’m going to marry you one day.” I wonder. I really do. More so now than ever. I’ve had someone tell me they’d want to know me forever, but that lasted only 3 years. This?  I don’t know, but he is still the lil light on in my lighthouse. He calms the storm that nevertheless will appear. I’m grateful, ever so grateful. He’s making the past fade. It’s a slow fade but it’s fading. I’m letting go. It’s a wonderful feeling that is so liberating I can’t begin to describe. Sigh.

Cheers to 5 months! Hopefully 5 more and more. All the rest of those idiots in the past…well…

“…Here it is, a red balloon. I think of you and let it go…”

Italics are song lyics from various sources.

32 comments:

Sunshine Sarah said...

Aww, such lovely thoughts...
Congratz, Mel! Hope you two have a lovely time on your anniversary! And also cheers to many more months and years together! Happy and together!

Love,
Sarah.

Thrive on Novelty said...

I really enjoyed reading this post! Glad to hear you are so happy and in-love :) happy 5 months! xx

Leeann @ Join the Gossip said...

Congrats on the milestone! Before you know it, it'll be a year! :)

Zůza said...

congratulations, guys :)

Christopher said...

this is the cutest and awesomest thing i've heard in a while, it sounds like you both have it bad for each other and its rather adorable, mostly because when i'm in a relationship i know won't last, i only will hug for so long, something subconscious about it that i can't hug someone for a long time that i know i wont hold onto, and i'm a touchy feely person

now that my run on sentence is done, i'm happy for you!

Diana Mieczan said...

Awww my heart is melting..Its such a sweet post! The stuff he says are just adorable:) You both are so great...
Congrats on 5 months,sweetie
Hugs

Ps: I am hosting a ban.do headband GIVEAWAY later today! Please, join in!

The Shanner of Attention said...

I'm so happy that you're so happy!! Happy 5 month anniversary!

just call me jo said...

Happy dancing all around.

Melissa Blake said...

SO adorable! Happy anniversary! xoxo

.:JoaNNa:. said...

you guys are such a cute couple! lovely blog! following you now ;)

Cafe Fashionista said...

Awwww...Mel I'm so incredibly happy that you've found love. Happy, Happy 5-Month Anniversary to you and CJ!! :)

Olivia said...

This is such a cute post and made my think of my boyfriend a lot! Congrats on 5 months :) x

NYCPatty said...

You guys are just SO FREAKING CUTE!

Happy Anniversary! xo

Jay Amabile said...

Congratulations to the both of u!

Chrissy said...

Congrats to you both!! Sweet post!!

Elizabeth Benfield said...

very sweet post! you sound happy, congratulations :)

Jennifer Fabulous said...

This post makes me feel all warm and happy inside. You and CJ are such a sweet, adoring couple. I always knew the perfect guy for you (or two, lol) would come along and low and behold, he did! Someone giving you all you deserve. You are so beautiful and talented and sweet and funny and interesting, you were bound to be snatched up buy a decent guy before long! ;)

I can't believe it has been five months. Times really flies!! Here is to not only five more months, but all the happiness time can give you. xoxoxo

mice_aliling said...

Congratulations on 5 months :) You both seem to be lucky to have each other. I wish you both the best.

Bathwater said...

Five months go by so fast, it seems like yesterday we were routing for the guy on the subway platform and now look :).

Dionne said...

He sounds lovely. COngrats on the 5 months, my dear. Here's to many more!

CAPow! said...

yay!! congrats on your happiness! <3

Christina In Wonderland said...

Congrats on your five month anniversary. :)

Brunch at Saks said...

Happy 5 months, sweet girl! xoxo

Michelle said...

Congrats on the 5 months, doll! So glad to hear he makes you happy, you deserve the best.

Kristin said...

Happy five months to you and your honey!

daniela said...

Aww congrats, every girl deserves to be loved like this :) *cheers!*

Danielle and Clint said...

When I met my hubby, Clint, I was just getting out of a bad relationship where I felt like you before. He only loved himself and not me. It took me 2 years to figure it out, but I finally did and let myself find the opposite of what I always thought I wanted. I hope you 5 months turns into a lifetime for you two!

PinkBow said...

I love so much to hear about your romance! I'm such a romantic & love a happy ending :-) or beginning!

F said...

You guys look so cute together!

Madeleine said...

Congrats to you both! I'm glad you're so happy. xx

ag. said...

Yay for five months, you guys are so cute! I love this..."has brought the music back to me"...just so sweet!

cb said...

cheers! wow this is a great post and i wish you all the love in the world with you and your man! he sounds oh so wonderful and you deserve him!!

xo,
cb

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