Thursday, July 29, 2010

Uncertainty.


There are about 3 categories of life that sometimes make or break a person. Job, relationship, & place to live. I think Carrie mentions it in some episode of SATC. There are of course more factors but those 3 have been plaguing me & throwing me around for multiple loops lately. It's really difficult to have all 3 at once apparently. I had the job for the longest time & that was about it. No relationship & I lived with my parents. Somehow recently my life did a 360 for the better...a new condo & a boyfriend. I had all 3. I was learning what it was like to be happy. However I learned last week that one of those may change. I don't know much information right now but from sitting at my desk at work & seeing closed doors of my bosses & hearing that there is uncertainty of my future employment I'm freaking out. I kept waiting for the ball to drop with CJ or the condo deal so I forgot to watch the other. It's uncertain & it's making the pit of my stomach hurt like I just got hit with a cannonball. I can't afford to lose my job. I'm in the dark on all of this. I don't know what to think or do except let time go by to find out more. *fingers crossed* Please let all this have a positive outcome & not a boot out of the door. I'm just shaking my head cuz I don't know what else to do. I'll be back later today with part 2 from my trip. Right now I just can't seem to think straight at all.

23 comments:

Ashley said...

UGH! Job uncertainty is the worst! Maybe when you get home you can start looking around for other opportunities? It NEVER hurts to look, your bosses don't have to know, and that way, if it does hit the fan and you lose your job for some reason, you'll know what's out there and maybe have a few "next steps" in mind. I always like to have an ear to the ground on the job market...you can just never be too sure!

I feel for ya, though. Hope things get better soon!

Erika ~TiptoeButterfly~ said...

awe honey! - totally thinking about u @ this time!!!! - it's rough out there with job - so i feel ya girl - *fingers crossed* with ALL 3 stay smoothe and togehter!!!

tess said...

I really hope this isn't what you think it is. But stay strong, Melanie!

Café Bellini said...

Oh no, I hope not! I believe you can have all three! Fingers crossed!

Andaje said...

Hang in there Melanie - I will keep my fingers crossed for you

Diana Mieczan said...

Darling I will be thinking of you...I hope that everything will be fine...I am keeping my fingers crossed:) Kisses and hugs:)

woodlandsblonde said...

Your trip looked like so much fun :) Mel - I say keep getting your work done, work hard, do all that you can!

Praying for you and hoping that all 3 things work out!!!

You can have it all :) Believe it!!

Melissa Blake said...

Here's keeping my fingers crossed for you!

p.s. can't believe you were in chicago! i live about an hour and a half from the city! isn't it beautiful in the summer?

P said...

Sending positive thoughts your way hon!

Patty (nycgirl0501) said...

Praying that things go the right way for you. Let's hope this passes. Sending positive vibes! xoxo

Meghan said...

Keep your head up, lady! Everything happens for a reason! Sending lots of hugs your way!

Bathwater said...

Well I hope you don't loose your job but you do have a lot of education and experience to look for another with so that is a positive thing.

Kelly said...

Oh no! I do hope your job remains safe! I'm crossing my fingers for you too! Much love!

the eternal list said...

good luck with everything, and yes, good vibes sent always

adore that pic, it's dark like me

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Madeleine said...

Oh Mel, I really hope it doesn't end badly. Best of luck. I'm sure it'll work out ok. xx.

angel6033 said...

Am very sorry to hear this, I hope it all turns out to be nothing and that you can keep you job, what a horrible feeling it must be...I hope you know the outcome soon.

Join the Gossip said...

Aw, I'm sorry. I hate that the economy is still so bad =( I hope it all works out!

CAPow! said...

sending good thoughts you way!

Jennifer Fabulous said...

How awful! I'm so sorry. I really hope this is not what you think and it has to do with something else. Or, I hope you are spared if it is layoffs...

Keep us updated!

Tayebug said...

Things are going so good for you right now. You're on an upswing, so even if for some reason you lose your job, it will be what is right for you at the moment. Your life is changing and maybe that is a change that needs to go with it???? Get your resume ready just in case and think about what you WANT to do if you have to change careers. Things will work out.

PS. I got my beautiful glasses. I will post about them in a few days.

Lady Grey said...

Uncertainty is a strange feeling.... I'm sure everything will work out in the end, one way or another.
oxo

Constructive Attitude said...

Hopefully everything will be ok! And maybe they were discussing giving you a raise.

Heather Taylor said...

My fingers are crossed double for you Melanie. Hang in there, I'm hoping for all of the best with your job :)

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