Last week I made a decision to not go to Las Vegas for very important reasons but somehow I'm going on vacation anyway!! CJ invited me to with him to visit his family in Chicago, Illonois in 2 weeks. I'm so excited because this will be a real vacation for me like going on a plane & everything. If I went to Vegas I would have needed a vacation from the vacation! Long story short the girl I would have gone to Vegas with would have driven me insane & drained my bank account. I wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth like her & I would like to go Vegas one day when I know I can afford to have fun with all the trimmings. Ya know? Chicago however is completely affordable & do-able! I want to go to the Sears tower & go to the glass balcony!! I think it would be insane to see!!!
But there is one thing I'm going to have to conquer & get over. My fear of flying.
I don't know if I've mentioned it here, maybe in a 10 random facts about me but I hate to fly. I had a really bad experience the only time I've been on one & haven't been on a plane in ohh I'd say 8 years. I cried & had a panic attack for some ridicolous reason. It has nothing to do with 9-11 or anything but I guess its a phobia so there is no logical explanation for it...Right? I don't like not being on the ground & maybe because it's a close space? But I'm not claustrophobic so I don't know why I freak on a plane. I've dreaded going on a plane since I was really little. Perhaps I can't fathom how something so heavy can bring us one area to the next? Who the hell knows.
I'm rambling. I know I'm okay & it's the safest way to travel but something just urks me about planes. It's a problem that I think I'm going to have to get a prescription for like Xanax or something to calm me down or drink some alcohol on the plane. Sleeping is not option in my book. I'd be too paranoid to sleep on a plane. I think I watch too many horror movies. No really I've seen wayyy too much worse case scenario shit. But I need to be a big girl & conquer my fear fast. How else will I see the world?
Have you overcome a phobia?? I need all the encouragement I can get here!
This weekend I'm going back up to Rhode Island for another graduation party! It's so beautiful up there so I will definitely take more pictures!! So much to do too little time! I hope all of you have a good weekend!! It's supposed to be cooler too, so enjoy! =)
I also am extending my GIVEAWAY til Monday, July 11th! Take one last look! =)
OH! AND I know have Twitter!! I know...I gave in. Follow me & I'll follow you!