Sunday, October 23, 2011

Where to begin....


Where to begin...Sometimes life gets so unbelievable hard and you will feel like you have an anchor shackled to your ankle dragging you down. That feeling has had me sort of prisoner for the past few weeks. The smiles were short in coming and the "me" time I used to use to read and write blogs stopped. My "me" time stopped. I am slowly getting it back. I think that's one of the overlooked beauties of life. The art of starting again. You may not be able to rewind the tape fully but you can hit the delete button and move on to a better path. Yup, it's possible to return to happiness.

Also, the girl that was training me at my job left early and I've learned just how much she did not teach me. It has a part of me bitter towards her if I ever happen to see her again. It's been a complete struggle at my job because I wasn't there in 2009 or 2010 when things changed, AND if someone who was there didn't keep emails as good as everyone thought she did, I'm literally in the dark with not even a half of a match. She used to say "You have to play around with it." I didn't realize until now what that "playing around" truly met. BUT things are getting better...however it's taking time to catch up. It's a challenge and hoping the better sticks for real.

Time changes people...that is the ever so true. But in my time away I remembered my blog is part of me and I had to pick it up again. I have to remember to do things I want and find my "me" time again. Find me again. I'm back and I need this blog I think to keep my sanity going. It was running a lil thin...to be honest. New day tho...new start...new attitude. =)

See you all tomorrow....

11 comments:

Barry said...

Welcome back, I've been missing you here. :)

xo

Dancing Branflake said...

Glad to see you! Missed you tons!

I know you'll do great at your job. You are the most capable person.

Bathwater said...

Looking back, I always regret not writing more posts during my busy spells or lazy spells. My blog posts are these time capsules I find myself repeatedly coming back to and remembering the moments.

Krystal said...

It is good to hear from you - come back again soon!

Z. said...

:)

Chrissy said...

Ah, so glad you're back! Missed you! After our move back to Germany I was MIA for about 8 weeks due to the lack of a fast Internet connection...but I, too, missed my little blog and I am so glad to have it...keeps me going on those days as well!
Hugs xxx

HISdaughter said...

It's good to read posts from you again! I hope you are doing well :)

Melissa Blake said...

Glad to see you back! Hope things settle down for you soon!

Shannon said...

welcome back!!!

Rachael said...

welcome back my lovely, I was just thinking about you the other day! xx

Jennifer Fabulous said...

Wow it seems like you are insanely busy. But you need to put real life first, so don't ever feel obligated to post if you don't have time...

I hope you're okay. xoxo

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