Apparently we’ve all arrived in Christmas Town here on Blogger & the world like Jack Skellington up there. However my favorite part of Christmas is driving around and seeing all the lights. Some people go all out like the Griswolds & the sides of my mouth can’t help but curl up in a smile. I enjoy getting the gifts, not necessarily the shopping madness, but the look of “OMG YOU GOT THIS FOR ME??!! I WANTED THIS!!” makes it worth it. I can’t wait to wear my black & red Santa hat this season & get my tree up early this year not 3 days before. Soo much to do, literally…Where is the time going?
I can’t believe its December. It baffles me how much my life has changed since last December. I was so depressed last year for so many reasons. I was lost in the sea of my decisions & getting over the consequences. I’m shaking my head as I write this because it was a very hard time for me. But the difference a year will make. I think that’s why I’m so enamored by the movie & story behind, “Eat Pray Love”. She grew into a new healthy more beautiful & true to herself person. I think I did some of the same.
Since last December I’ve found someone I might want to spend the rest of my life with. I have a new love for cupcakes & all the decorations. I don’t have any better patience, BUT I speak my mind more. I’m not settling for the least, I’m striving for the best. I might get into my first place next week…last December that was a pipe dream in my head that I never thought it could be a reality. I got to see my favorite band in concert and EVEN after 3 years they still remember me from being in their music video. I’ve lost 10 pounds, gained 20 pounds, lost 5…but I now know the value of the gym. Sometimes you need a lil help, I think I’ve learned that it’s okay to ask for help. I’ve been to States I’ve never been to & widen my lil life more than ever.
I think what I find coolest is what I’ve done that was NOT on my New Year’s resolutions. Hehe.
Well I got one month left to finish those odds & ends of the year. I gotta find my New Year’s Resolution list so I can see what maybe I squeeze into the last month. Oooo my zombie novel. It’s been in the back of my mind for months that I haven’t worked on it. Maybe I’ll go hardcore on that….hmm it’s a plan. Okay off to sleep to dream of zombies.
What’s your resolution from 2010 you’re going to try to get done in December? I’d love to hear!